Text posted on 4.09.12

Things my friend, Winonna, told me.

Girl ang ganda mo. Sobrang bait mo pa. Ang tunay na lalake na magmamahal sayo…Siya yung magsseek. I mean, wag mo nang sayangin yung energy mo girl. Kase dapat tayo, feeling princesses. We deserve to be happy. Maganda ka, at darating rin ang guy na magpapasaya sayo ng buong buo at magbibigay sayo ng pagmamahal. Kase deserve mo yon”

Things my friend, Winonna, told me. I’ve heard these things before. A part of me admits that it has been too long. But I guess I’m writing him a letter not to see if something good happens. I just want him to know how I felt, feel and will be feeling if I don’t give him this letter. I know he doesn’t care anymore. I just want to let go, free myself of the doubt that maybe he’s just unaware. 

Alam ko naman na may taong para sa akin talaga. Gusto ko lang, pag nakita ko na yun, ok na kami. Hindi open-ended. O kung sa kanya, the end naman na talaga kami, sa akin din, malinaw na malinaw na wala na talaga. Yun lang naman.